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May 13, 2026

Standard Deviation S2 E3: The Hidden Curriculum

Standard Deviation S2 E3: The Hidden Curriculum

In 2020, developmental biologist Dr. Crystal Rogers drove the country roads outside Davis, California crying between grant rejections, wondering whether she was about to lose her lab, her career, and the scientific future she had spent years building. She had already done what academia tells young scientists to do. She…

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May 11, 2026

Nun, Done, and Uninsured: Katy Talento

Nun, Done, and Uninsured: Katy Talento

In 2008, Katy Talento walked away from Capitol Hill and into a Catholic convent. Within a year, she walked out. Within another decade, she sat inside the White House shaping health policy. Somewhere in between, she got labeled “infertile” after a single cycle of testing and spent years believing it.…

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May 7, 2026

Mr. G Told My 30-Year Cancer Story to NYC — Full CirclePIX11

Mr. G Told My 30-Year Cancer Story to NYC — Full CirclePIX11

Brain cancer at 21. Piano comeback at 51. Mr. G from PIX11 came to Merkin Hall and told my story to millions of New Yorkers. My Dad was with me every second during treatment. But the system still forced him to spend his nights in the basement on a fax…

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May 4, 2026

Faith, Fraud, and Finding Himself: Ben Unger

Faith, Fraud, and Finding Himself: Ben Unger

In a wooded campground cabin in the early 2000s, 19 year old Ben Unger stood in the doorway and watched 20 naked men form a circle around a crying teenager. A counselor held up two tangerines and shouted, “These are your balls.” The exercise claimed to cure same sex attraction…

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April 27, 2026

Defender Energy: Drew Flugstad-Clarke

Defender Energy: Drew Flugstad-Clarke

Drew Flugstad-Clarke never planned to work in brain cancer. She planned to play Division I soccer at Georgetown. She planned to paint. She even tried investment banking, answering emails at 4am in a cubicle that never slept. Then in June 2022 her father, Jim, was diagnosed with glioblastoma at 57.…

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April 23, 2026

We the Patients: Understanding, Navigating, and Surviving America's Healthcare Nightmare | Trailer

We the Patients: Understanding, Navigating, and Surviving America's Healthcare Nightmare | Trailer

f you have ever spent hours on hold, fought a denial, waited for prior authorization, or watched care stall while paperwork moved, you already know something is wrong. We the Patients: Understanding, Navigating, and Surviving America’s Healthcare Nightmare explains exactly why. The system was not built to serve patients. It…

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April 21, 2026

Rehearsin' | Followthrough

Rehearsin' | Followthrough

Rehearsin' | Followthrough

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April 21, 2026

Rehearsin' | Autumn Drive

Rehearsin' | Autumn Drive
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April 21, 2026

Rehearsin' | Mets Fan

Rehearsin' | Mets Fan
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April 21, 2026

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall II

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall II

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall II

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April 21, 2026

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall III

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall III

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall III

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April 21, 2026

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall

Just rehearsin' at Merkin Concert Hall

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April 20, 2026

Not Today, Jesus: Janine Durso

Not Today, Jesus: Janine Durso

Janine Durso spent 30 years inside pharmaceutical advertising shaping healthcare narratives before becoming a belief strategist and founder of The Believist. In November 2024, during a routine Zoom coaching session, she felt what she called a sharp, terrible pain in the right side of her head. Within hours she was…

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April 13, 2026

Mental Health, Wicked Problems and Dodgeball: Rebecca Benghiat JD

Mental Health, Wicked Problems and Dodgeball: Rebecca Benghiat JD

Rebecca Benghiat holds a JD, passed the bar, and skipped corporate law to build mental health systems instead. She now serves as Chief of Staff and Head of Impact at Inner Foundation, where she helps direct capital toward emerging adults ages 18 to 30 and asks a hard question every…

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April 8, 2026

Standard Deviation S2 E2: The Advocacy Tax

Standard Deviation S2 E2: The Advocacy Tax

At age 12, Dr. Chrystal Starbird stood by a pond after turning her mother in to the police. She watched tadpoles and fish move beneath the surface and found a strange kind of order. Science became her refuge long before it became her career. Years later, she built that refuge…

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April 6, 2026

AYA Family Affair: Jansher Naim

AYA Family Affair: Jansher Naim

At 19, Jansher Naim went from sharp stomach pain to a Stage 4 fibrolamellar diagnosis that few doctors see and even fewer young adults survive. He pushed through 41 rounds of chemotherapy, a Whipple surgery, and months of isolation while his friends kept moving through normal college life. In the…

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March 30, 2026

First in (Wo)Man: Jessica J. Federer

First in (Wo)Man: Jessica J. Federer

Jessica Federer built her career inside the rooms where science, money, and power collide. As the first female Chief Digital Officer at Bayer, she helped steer a 120,000 person global company through the rise of digital medicine while confronting a harder truth: women were excluded from U.S. clinical trials until…

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March 23, 2026

"But You Look Great" with Monique Gore-Massey

"But You Look Great" with Monique Gore-Massey

Monique Gore Massey spent 2.5 years cycling through New York City emergency rooms while her body shut down. Fevers hit 105. Her weight dropped from 122 pounds to 72 in 3 months. Hair fell out in clumps. No one ran an ANA test. Doctors blamed stress, old sports injuries, migraines.…

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March 16, 2026

Not Today, Life: Teresa Baglietto

Not Today, Life: Teresa Baglietto

Teresa Baglietto has lived through the kind of compounded harm that exposes how thin the safety net really is. In this episode she walks through a life shaped by medical neglect, personal violence, and the exhausting labor of self advocacy. She nearly died after a C section when hospital staff…

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March 11, 2026

Standard Deviation S2 EP1: Gatekeepers of the Ivory Tower

Standard Deviation S2 EP1: Gatekeepers of the Ivory Tower

Science likes to call itself a meritocracy. Angela Anderson and Brandi Mattson know better. Both served as editors at elite journals (Cell and Neuron), where a single decision could determine who gets tenure, funding, or obscurity. They watched brilliant data get filtered out because the authors did not know the…

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March 9, 2026

Neuro Spicy on the Front Line: Dr Pamela Buchanan

Neuro Spicy on the Front Line: Dr Pamela Buchanan

Today’s episode of Out of Patients welcomes Dr Pamela Buchanan, an emergency room physician with over 20 years inside American medicine who refuses to sugarcoat what the job demands and what it destroys. She worked straight through COVID as protocols changed by the day and deaths arrived faster than anyone…

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March 4, 2026

[BONUS] Eczema, Exit, Repeat: Dr. Barbra Paldus

[BONUS] Eczema, Exit, Repeat: Dr. Barbra Paldus

Dr. Barbara Paldus (https://www.codexlabscorp.com/blogs/skincare/meet-our-founder-scientist-barbara-paldus-ph-d?tw_source=google&tw_campaign=22951653493&gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=22941655674&gbraid=0AAAAA-Np4w7n0lY1ApEmIpIFXg50xM3Js&gclid=CjwKCAiAh5XNBhAAEiwA_Bu8FZ3nFfFR5j89ZKNvTuPaGultgmuOjauT0Og3aqfLild8AisLbqwDsBoCiLgQAvD_BwE) is the Founder and CEO of CODEX Labs (https://www.codexlabscorp.com) , the sponsor of this episode. She grew up around Nobel Prize winners, built biotech manufacturing equipment for vaccines and cancer therapeutics, and then sold her company after an 8 year old threatened suicide. Her son’s severe…

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March 2, 2026

STEMM Cells and Broken Bones

STEMM Cells and Broken Bones

Dr Eugene Manley grew up in Detroit in the 1980s cycling through emergency rooms 20 to 30 times a year with asthma and anaphylaxis while hospital staff talked past his family and buried them in paperwork they could not decode. He responded by earning a BS in mechanical engineering an…

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Feb. 23, 2026

Callus on Your Soul: Jenny Opalinski

Callus on Your Soul: Jenny Opalinski

Jenny Opalinski has spent more than a decade inside hospitals where people lose the ability to speak, breathe, swallow, and sometimes survive. A medical speech language pathologist by training, she worked in ICU, neuro rehab, and long term acute care settings, including a Level 1 trauma center, where she watched…

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